Addicted?

My wife, Michelle accused me recently of being addicted to running I obviously corrected her and said “I’m addicted to getting out of the house away from this madness”. As you can imagine, it didn’t go down well. Runners tend to get used to people thinking they’re weird. The lifestyle and the “Why?” can be baffling for non-runners. They find the  embracing of suffering, the punishing of the body   and self-discipline all too strange and difficult to grasp. So like other runners I take the funny remarks and the jibes in my stride. But I do draw the line at hearing “addicted”. I have a number of worried friends and family that send me articles and links  trying to find  an explanation for what they see as a bizarre lifestyle. These are attempts to rescue me because I must be “running” or “chasing”   something, It must be a weird “addiction”.

Some will claim it’s the elusive runners high that makes running addictive. Most focus on the physiological bodily reactions— the increased blood flow, the muscle tensing, even involuntary contractions— as the signs of it. While psychologists look to the emotional and cognitive changes that accompany it. Many think that when we are engaged in stressful exercise for long periods, our body produces hormones called endorphins, which functionally are similar to morphine. So they claim people like me are addicted to running in just the same way as people are dependent to drugs. This neurobiological reward is thought to result in this habitual addictive behaviour, in an effort to get the next fix (Raichlen et al., 2012).  But the reality is not all runners are running on trails, through forests, or along back roads are self-pleasuring! In fact running is often miserably unsatisfying. So what makes running addictive for me? What makes me want to go back to running the next day after?

By now most of us are familiar with the now famous “Make your Bed” speech, delivered by Admiral William H. McRaven as the commencement address to the graduates of The University of Texas at Austin on May 17, 2014. As part of his Navy SEAL training the first task of the day was to ensure his bed was made. If the task wasn’t done properly, they would be sent on a 10-mile run. Making his bed taught him the importance of getting his day off to a good start – “If you make your bed every morning you will have accomplished the first task of the day. It will give you a small sense of pride, and it will encourage you to do another task and another and another” .

My wife’s  accusation  made me reflect, and I would argue that in running  I am addicted to accomplishments. Accomplishments, big or small, make us feel good. Regardless your fitness level, before going for a run we will all feel good about it.  Whether you’re a beginner or a seasoned runner a run will start with a goal in mind . A seasoned runner may have a pace, a time target or may be aiming to break a personal best, a beginner might be aiming to run for one mile further than last week. It’s all relative. But at some point during the run  the doubts will start, inevitably exhaustion sets in  and the steps become heavier, the muscles start to feel sore and scream. Deals are made – just keep this pace going to the next corner …. Just keep going. This is miserable, not only physically but mentally. But just as the legs and lungs are struggling, just as  negotiations are collapsing, you pass that corner! And you haven’t collapsed yet, feeling miserable, yes, but it is not much worse than a minute ago. So while physically you are still suffering, you start to feel accomplishment. This triumph makes you feel good about yourself. Just as you  were about to stop , you think to yourself, how about the next corner? So as runners, I think  we are addicted to accomplishments, and a every single run gives us a succession of them.

But as an experiment I decided I would prove to Michelle and to myself that I wasn’t addicted to running. I decided to learn to paddle board with kids. So I sopped running as much as I had been. Now let’s not be silly, I still run every day all be it for less time and distance. I bought a couple of paddle boards, took a couple of lessons and away we went. Just like going for a run  bringing 2 kids paddle boarding is tough going, it’s a test of stamina, never mind trying to squeeze a my nearly 40 year old “Daddy body” into an unforgiving neoprene wetsuit. Apparently wetsuits should fit snugly and should not be constricting ….. well I felt violated the first time I tried mine on. But I got over that and we persisted.  Ultimately, the sense of achievement in learning to stand on a paddle board, to turn it, to go further up the canal without falling in,  gave me the same  sense of enjoyment and accomplishment that a training run does.  So if I am addicted to running, I don’t think it’s the physical effect that keeps me running out the door, or even the fact that I get to escape the craziness of our mad house. I think its endless doses of accomplishment it gives me ……. I may even start making our bed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I qualified with an Honours degree in Physiotherapy from Trinity College Dublin in 2004. Since graduating I have worked in St. James Hospital Dublin and have worked in all the areas of speciality within the hospital including cardiorespiratory, orthopaedics, rheumatology, care of the elderly, neurology, burns and plastic surgery among others . I have also completed a post graduate certificate in acupuncture in UCD 2009. The Physiotherapy Department in SJH has strong links with Trinity College Dublin (TCD) and I have supervised undergraduate and postgraduate physiotherapy students on practice placements and also delivered lectures on the undergraduate academic programme in TCD. I have a keen interest in all sports and currently plays with Cill Dara RFC 1st team squad, and Milltown GAA. I have previously worked as Physiotherapist to Co. Carlow Senior GAA Team, Milltown GAA, Leinster Junior Rugby Team and Cill Dara RFC. I am an experienced runner and competed in the Dublin City Marathon in 2002. I continue to participate in running events and multisport disciplines such as Gaelforce West, Gaelforce North and the Motivate Challenge. I have a particular interest in strength and conditioning. I utilise this knowledge of resistance training in the treatment of his clients. I am committed to continuous learning and development in order to ensure the optimal level of care is offered to my clients, and with this in mind I am currently undertaking a certification in Strength and Conditioning (CSCS) with the NSCA.

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